Personal nonsense and updates on life!!
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Friday, July 29, 2005 There is this one situation in my life that has resurfaced itself a number of times during my college career. It has the ability to be completely distracting and even overwhelming at times... consuming all of my thoughts and guiding many of my actions. No doubt this is not a good thing. I thought I was over said situation and that it wouldn't happen again, but to my surprise it reared its ugly head again causing me to act out of character. Nothing wrong, horrible or embarrasing, I just did something that I had told myself that I wouldn't do again. It caused me to become very angry with myself. I don't like feeling as if I can't control myself and my emotions. I don't like coming unglued. Today, though, as I was seeking forgiveness and to forgive, it dawned on me. Maybe God said/is saying no. And there was a release inside of me. Deep down that had been this resentment tangled with wishful thinking wrapped in hope. Sometimes, there's nothing, though. I allowed my mind to be clouded with the wishes of others, and their ideas became my own. I was angry because I couldn't reconcile the differences between their wishes and my own desires. But I know now that nothing is there, and that's okay. Forgiveness all around, and two cheers for Jesus! posted by The Lady | 4:00 PM (0) comments
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